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~~~~~~~~~~RIP CHRIS BENOIT 1967-2007~~~~~~~~~~~~
From the Desk of the PearlShipping Kaiser:Yeah, the title's right. I'm in a bit of an artist/writer's slump for multiple reasons. What are those reasons, you are probably not even thinking?? Well, I don't care if anyone is curious or not, but here's the reasons:
1. Orphan Works bill. Read ~
altearithe's journal for more info. That explains why the slump started, anyway.

2. Super-unpopular at dA. I'm not trying to use this as a means to beg ppl to comment/fave my stuff, but it gets depressing to know the most popular thing I've done is a friggin' tutorial.

It shows that although ppl want to take my advice on how to draw something, they don't actually
like the stuff I do draw. It just doesn't add up.

More on this reason... I know I've got almost 12K in pageviews at this point, but I really don't care about that anymore. When I reach my 12K I'll draw something for it, but it doesn't matter to me that much. I could have all the pageviews in the Universe and I still wouldn't care. I'd be pretty surprised, though.

But anyways, I've been really pounding out the drawings these past few months (largely due to getting screwed on hours at work until recently and having only one class last quarter), but I don't get many comments or faves. Mind you, I prefer comments over faves, but I can tell how much someone likes my stuff when they fave, too. I know I don't fave much myself, but that's because I think it's better to let the artist know exactly why I like their artwork. It gets depressing knowing that no matter what I draw, I'm not going to get more than about 5 ppl commenting on it, and maybe 1 fave.
As for drawing in a bit more detail, when I coloured by hand I still wasn't getting many faves or comments, but when I switched to comp-colouring (I do it because it's faster, mmkay??), the numbers continued to dwindle. Then when I colour something by hand, I'm met with criticism in the comments. Also, with a lot of my comp-coloured stuff, I get lots of criticism, too, because I can't figure out how to colour in different shades and whatnot. Okay, I installed Paint.NET on my comp and had to figure out the program by myself... feel lucky I've been able to do as much as I have done. Then there was that incident where some jerk put one of my drawings in a collection called "Worst s*ht I ever seen"... I wanted to find that person and kill him/her. That's a terrible collection to have, and it's gonna piss off a LOT of artists... like me.
3. Super-unpopular at ff.net. I know I was treated like crap there when I first had an account there in 2002, thus why I deleted the account. Then in '05 or so, I made an account at fosff.net, where I was treated pretty nicely by everyone there, but the site got deleted about 6 months later.

I wanted an organised place to store my fics, so I grudgingly went back to ff.net under a different pen name. I also know I just wanted the account as a place to put my fics for easy reference when talking about it to others, but my lack of popularity there is even worse than here. My most popular story is my PearlShipping one, and even then I don't even have 20 comments on it.

I guess if I want comments and etc, I have to write really stoopid pointless fancouplings or yaoi/yuri or something retarded like that. I'm not going to, but you get my point. (sorry to the yaoi/yuri fans out there, but I can't stand it or approve of any of it, aside from SpongeBob x Patrick)
4. What really gets the comments/faves. I've drawn a very large range of different pictures over the years, from DragonBall Z to Yu-Gi-Oh! to Warriors to Martin Mystery to Iron Man (Anime styled, anyway) to Xiaolin Showdown, etc. I've even done some comic book characters (besides Iron Man) in Anime style, and have dabbed into realism a teensy bit, but no matter what I do, I think the only thing that gets even a handful of comments/faves is Pokemon. Now, I know I love Pokemon and all, but I'd like to draw other things besides that, you know?? Especially IronRoseShipping as of late, but I enjoy drawing other things. It just seems like no one really cares unless I draw Pokemon.
I'm sure there's other reasons, but right now I'm drawing a blank. *sighs* I know there's some people who support me and my artwork, but I could probably count them all on one hand, sadly. I can't rely on family for support, cause they all hate the fact that I love Anime/cartoons/comics, and I'm nearing my 25th birthday. I don't have any RL friends, either, although I've lived here in Ohio for almost 3 years now. I've only got the tiny support of a few online friends to go on for my drawings, and sometimes it really gets to me. Kind of like right now.
So for now, I'm going to have to cancel the 3 remaining pending requests indefinitely (I'm really sorry), and the other projects I was planning are cancelled for a while as well. I know *
J-Dog007 is waiting for me to finish colouring one of his drawings for him... once I can get a little free time, I'll get it finished and sent to him. After that, I'm never going to take requests or trades again, and unless you're a
real good online friend of mine, I'm not going to do giftart, either. As for having drawings uploaded here, I'm probably not going to have many done. I'm not gonna do like last time and delete most of my gallery (which was even worse, cause if anything I did had fewer than 5 faves on it I deleted it... over half my gallery vanished), but I'm not going to upload much by means of new stuff. I'll still write and draw, mind you, but I'm not going to upload everything I draw like before. Just giftarts and maybe a few drawings I'm real fond of. *shrugs* For writing, it'll all get uploaded at ff.net as usual, but I'm probably not gonna say anything about it. If you're one of the very, very few who even bothered to read any of my stuff, the link to my account there is on the "Website" link under "Devious Information" on my main page.
I'll still come here often and comment and manage my clubs and etc, but don't expect much by means of new drawings.




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